Tuesday, January 30, 2007
ohmytian!
everything is so nonsensical, I cant take it anymore.
like what the hell, school is just a nonsense shit place where I go to, its my false comfort zone.
why cant i just go to the real comfort zone?
and the teachers are so annoying, they pile up all the nonsensical hw up to your head until you just wanna die cause of stress.
like ohmytian, and people around you just keep on adding pressure and pressure until you just burst out in tears.
and i dont know whats wrong with me, I keep on falling into the ways of the world when I just wanna turn my back on it. everything backfires. SO CRAPPY! wtf.
and I get so influenced by so much shit recently, my mind is so corrupted with so much crap. not corrupted by you-know-what, but with thoughts of harming others. WTH is wrong with me.
everything is just so shit and shit and shit. im sorry for being so vulgar.
I hate my PMSing life, nonsense.
God, take my strings. take all of me. take all of me.