Sunday, February 25, 2007
This week, so many things have happened that caused me to get upset, especially what someone did. Maybe i'm just a little too sensitive like what yenny said, and furthermore I've yet to confirm stuff with certain people. Still, I have this really bad feeling, like it just comes and strikes me, and I'm really disappointed, 'cause I've put in so much for our friendship, and this is what I get? how ironic ):

ok, this has really taught me a lot, 'cause I could have just depended on God, but I did not. Why didnt I think of relying on Him? Every week I sing praises of how faithful He is, but I dont really rely on Him for comfort, even though I know He is the faithful one. I just ignored Him, put Him on the shelf and wallowed in self-pity, thinking of ways to cheer my other emo friends up. Why didn't I remember that He could bind my broken-heart? Why didn't I exchange my sorrow for His joy? Why dint I rely on my true bestfriend? WHY?

What I know now is that, God will never forsake me no matter what(: and I thank Him for that. This week has taught me that man may not be always faithful, but God is always faithful. I know that if I put in a lot for the relationship between me and God, He'll not let me down(:

woohoo, emo-days are over :D God is back, and He's here to stay :DDD