Friday, May 11, 2007
BLOGGER IS ALWAYS SO SCREWED, I FEEL LIKE CHANGING TO XANGA.
BUT THEN AGAIN, XANGA IS NOT USER FRIENDLY (WELL TO ME AT LEAST)

I havent got any clue what's wrong with me. Maybe cause the Mid-years have hardened my heart or something, but I have been feeling quite numb and awkward recently, towards certain events, like as if my mind knows how to reject negative feelings but accept the positive ones. the way my mind works is WEIRD. I told you the mid-yrs have cause some side-effects, undesirable ones in fact.

Wahlau I'm like trying not to read my inbox now. Sometimes it just scares me :/ ):

Life kinda sucks sometimes, but you just gotta learn to rely on God(: